I'm so glad mom and i had less arguments these past few weeks. maybe we're both growing.. oh how i wish it'll be forever. and for sure the company of this broadband connection will be getting my negative feed backs soon. for the meantime, before this matter gets into my nerves, hope this serves as a proof that i am different, a monster freak. that's what my friends calls me. whee. :)

JAZMINE MA. YSTRELLA PASTOR BARRIENTOS

. my name's history was taken from a flower, a virgin and a star.
. i was born without a father, and my family used to tell and make me believe that michael jackson is my father.
. i am an only child and the first granddaughter of my family.
. my mom and i used to live inside the seminary for six years.
. my mom and my grandparents used to give me what i want. they managed not to spoil me super.
. i cut my eyelashes when i was eight. my mom got disappointed.
. my mom wakes me up in the morning for over a decade now. she plays songs that i really hate so i would get up.
. my grandma used to put me in her big pan before cooking pastries. it's her own way of luck.
. my family is against me on the matter of having a snake or iguana as pet in the house. i wonder what's their reaction if they found out i already had both.
. i have a guy best friend for over six years now, he used to tie my hair before school in 10th grade, and he's not gay. he gave me a female pit bull for my birthday. she's dead now.
. my eighteenth birthday was a crash.
. my grand mom brought me to edsa during people power revolution. what a nice way to walk a baby.
. i knew i had holiness when Cardinal Sin kissed me in the forehead when i was six.
. i HATE pink colors. it annoys me all the time.
. i am a food critic. i don't deprive myself from eating, nobody can mess with my appetite.
. almost all of my clothes are blue, black and white. i do not follow fashion trends. i wear on my own.
. i don't know how to get mad, but i am easily annoyed and distracted.
. you can never tell how my day was, unless you look into my eyes.
. i can imitate four animal sounds. a dog, cat, duck and a monkey.
. most of my dreams are people with faded faces.
. i can sleep sitting.
. my grade school classmates bullied me.
. i am always invincible.
. i always have comments on everything, but i keep it to myself.
. i would never insist myself of being accepted.
. i'm such a moody monster.
. wednesday would be the start of my week.
. i crave for caffeine more than thrice a day.
. my 'ex' friend dengue used to hang with me when i was in college. i almost lost my life. this is my second chance.
. super affectionate. kissing in the nose is my passion.
. shoulders, smell, feet and wits would steal and attract my attention.
. i had my first job when i was sixteen. it was super memorable. standing in ortigas for hours handing out fliers.
. i never ever find pleasures in eating sweets, and i do not chew gum. ever.
. i get sick in long travels. always.
. WRESTLING die hard fanatic.
. pillows, tasmanian devil and luminous artifacts are the stuffs i love collecting.
. i appeared on a tv commercial twice endorsing hot dogs.
. i gave my application paper to a girl i met during an audition for a tv soap when i was eight. she got the role. she's a well known actress now. it was not destined to be me.
. i take pictures of everything i see. even if it's senseless, even strangers.
. my toys were given to all of my cousins except for my huge barbie doll collection. i think it's still kept in our storage cabinets.
. i sleep when i have nothing to do.
. i keep a lot of stuffs for remembrance.
. i dance and brush my teeth in the shower.
. one of my expertise is to sit down in one place for about half a day just thinking.
. i am not comfortable with stairs and ladders.
. i know all household chores except for washing my clothes.
. indian sitting style is comforting for me.
. i am selfish when i have to. most of the time, i sacrifice.
. my decisions are final, nobody can change it.
. i only reason out when i know i am right. other than that, i choose to shut my mouth always.
. i mind my own business.
. you can judge me, it's your freedom. i don't care what you think about me, as long as i am happy and i do not offed nor hurt others. don't mess with my life. mess yours.
. savings are not meant to be spent.
. if you want to kill me instantly, feed me anything with dairy. i'm lactose intolerant.
. i devote myself to things i love to do.
. roaches and rats are my freakin enemies. ever since.
. my right thumb is double jointed.
. neatness and good grooming is a turn on for me.
. i spent almost an hour and a half in the shower. wishing i would be different when i come out. luckily, i didn't.
. making faces is sweet.
. i'm more into japanese and spicy foods. the smell of garlic inside the mouth is cute.
. making me wait for hours would be your biggest mistake. ever.
. i'm insomniac.
. walking on runway is one of my frustrations.
. i love to cook and make surprises.
. classifieds and articles are the only pages i scan in the newspaper. i'm getting tired of the local news.
. when i'm sad, i cry myself to sleep.
. when i don't like a person, i flash on them. that's bad.
. i prefer to watch movie and shop alone.
. i snore, i sleep with my mouth open. i'm not ashamed of it.
. powder and lip gloss are the only thing i can put in my face.
. sunglasses. even if it's not sunny.
. combing my hair is one of my laziness in life.
. hotel bathrooms, sunset, beach, trees gives me bliss.
. heartbreaks crushes me super duper.
. i am used to making people laugh their heart out.
. good kissing turns me on.
. i still wish on stars. every night.
. i clean my own nails. growing it long is a no-no.
. stubbornness is one of my personalities.