Weekend Check up

Friday

Arrived home between five to six p.m. witnessed Tito's uncle, Trevor, brutally bit Chabby. Luckily, he's still alive. Went out with dude this night. At first it went well, long talks, couple of drinks, getting me distracted and making me laugh. I though I might consider him and give him another chance to the spot. Until he [intentionally] accidentally did something that offended me big time. That made me stand to what I've decided earlier before thinking of considering him.

Saturday

Walked Tito from the house to the school nearby at around four in the afternoon. Went to my aunt's house to get grandpa's bread. Walked with Glyda and Maps around the village, sight seeing, saw Glyd's crush Ted, forgot to eat dinner. Spent the whole night with Happy. Talked, shameless hugging, kissing, and making out in front of our friends Kimmy, Glyda, Maps and Rv. Combining the power of hard liquor and beer made us all crazy and satisfied. Allan and his friends finished their gambling session six in the morning. Knew something confidential about Maps which is not meant to be told.

Happy and I were finally together.

After four hours, I took it back. I realised that we were so drowned in our fantasies that we ignored the real meaning of reality in our lives. We're both not ready to plunge into a commitment. He's scared of what might people say if we were together and I cannot afford to get hurt at the moment. It was settled fast and OK. Before he went home, he hugged me super tight and whispered that he's going to miss me big time when I leave on Monday. I felt a tiny prick in my heart. I don't know why.

Sunday

Went to mass with Happy. Asked forgiveness for what was done previously, kept myself silent after the mass and on the way home. Thought of something impossible yet can be achieved. Stayed at Bk's pad with Happy and some friends. Received three pieces of chocolate from Kimmy, shared one with Happy. Went back to my aunt's house to get grandpa's bread with Happy. Finally, they saw the guy I was blabbing about the whole time every time I paid them a visit. Gave him three pieces of meatballs to pass out his hunger because he skipped dinner. We both shared my soda, watched his hand play with his cigar and smell his shoulders from time to time. We still enjoy ourselves together even if our strings are unattached. We stayed in front of my house with Ian's company. Happy's mom smsd him. He has to go home. He bid his goodbye and kissed me on the cheek.

Vaughn arrived. Explained to him what had happened about my last night's decision. He explained Happy's side again. He made me think again about all the efforts Happy made for me. The conversation lasted three in the morning.

vaughn: 'He would not do so much tremendous efforts if he thinks your just his booty call. Trust me, he said the same thing with Kat. Love is about taking risks.'
jempot:'Bro, We don't need to rush. Err.. love is like a battlefield?'