Thursday Love

The day started very nice, even I only slept for three hours. But this day was great for me. My mother left very early for her choir purposes. I cooked lunch, and run some errands I was told to. We went to my mother's friend this late afternoon to get the things she had for her because her husband arrived from Saudi. I was asked to take her position at their volleyball team because she's not interested to play due to her injury last year. At first I was hesitant to accept the invite because I haven't played for a very long time. But hey, I thought since I heart volleyball when I was in high school and used to hide it from my mother [she doesn't want me to play because of her experiences] it would be a nice start this vacation period as well as I can use it as my work out. [badly needed to lose some pounds] So I accepted it and became very exited. I wasn't expecting that the team will be having their practice late this evening so I asked my mother if I'll continue joining the team or not. She said yes, and that was the first time she approved me of something she doesn't want me to do during those past years. And the 'thing' is my mom offered to come and watch me play. That cracked me up. The last time I can remember that my mother watched me do something was when I joined school councils to run a benefit concert when I was thirteen. Hearing my mom telling me that she was coming with me made me happy. Really happy. And I come to realise that after all our arguments in these past few days, she loves me. My heart was so big and felt like exploding because of the situation, I really don't know what's gotten into me that I was really good inside the court big time. Yeah and my team won. I made the last seven points to end the game. That was nice. It's such a great pleasure realising that I can still play good and my beats were still uptight made me feel a little lighter. You cannot blame me because sometimes, when I fail something, I lose hope. But after what had happened this day, I know I can pass anything at anytime. Because my mom is with me and my mom loves me.

"Sabi ng katabi ko magaling yung babae na naka blue. Yung mahabang buhok. Tinuturo ikaw. Di nya alam anak kita."

I love my mother. So much. :]

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Happy is expecting me to be reunited with him this coming Holy Week. I don't know. I have plans but I am not the only person who will decide on it. I miss him so much too but things are quite complicated as of now. Blame it to the busy ass tasks and preoccupied time. It's been fifty seven days since the last time we spent time together. He really wanted to see me.