THIS BAND IS GREAT.



I never saw them play live because of my fucking schedule at work. But somehow in the near future, I can really watch them in person and shout my throat out of cheer. Never got tired of listening to their music. MOZZIE rocks.

What's wrong with me?

Tomorrow's payday, and seems everyone in the office is exited except me.

I miss my mother but I can't find time to visit her in her house.

I have a reasonable compensation but I can't save money for these past few months.

I do the right things and decisions but sometimes I feel guilty about it.

I do not agree with some rules running around me but I can't say no.

I have enough four hours sleep but I am always sleeping when I go to work.

I am a hard drinker but nowadays I seem to get drunk easily.

My system is on error.

What's wrong with me?

HE STILL LOVES ME

Took me a while but I'm finally here. So I just wanna testify make it crystal clear. See I've been picked out, to be picked on, talked bout out my friends mouth, I've been beat down till he turned my life around.

Seems like I always fall short of being worthy cuz I ain't good enough but he still loves me. I ain't no superstar the spotlight ain't shining on me cuz I ain't good enough but he still loves me.

I used to wake up somedays, and wish I'd stayed asleep. Cuz I went to bed on top of the world today the worlds on top of me. Everybody's got opinions they share they ain't been in my position they don't care. That it breaks my heart when I hear what they have to say about me yeah.

I'm not perfect, yes I do wrong. I'm trying my best but it ain't good enough. Shunned by the world, if I don't succeed. Cuz I ain't good enough but he still loves me.

If you ain't worthy just raise your hands and let me know that you understand that we are all so blessed to be loved, loved. Stand for him or fall for anything cuz through his eyes we all look the same, what will we do without out pain.

I'm not perfect, yes I do wrong. I'm trying my best but it ain't good enough. Shunned be the world, If I don't succeed. Cuz I ain't good enough but he still loves me. But the Lord still loves me.

Surfing the net once in a while is not too bad. I found this amazing site you should visit and try. That's where my picture originated.

This, this and this are some pictures that I liked so much.

Purong Tagalog

Napaka malas ng biyernes sa buhay ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa dinami dami ng araw tuwing biyernes lagi itinatapat na sirain ang araw ko. Pwede namang lunes, o kaya martes o kaya kahit anong araw bakit pa biyernes.

Katulad nito:

Tuwing biyernes kadalasang nagpupunta ang walang kasing ganid na taong nakilala ko noong lumipas na dalawang buwan. Siyempre kapwa Pilipino kaya hindi mo pang hihinalaan ng kahit anong ugaling ikasusumpa mo. Kaso, wala pa din pala kahit sabihing "executive" ka pa ng isa sa mga pinaka malaking kumpanya dito sa Pilipinas, kung hayop ka, hayop ka talaga, wala kang magagawa kahit anong linis at tuwid ng suot mo, kahit anong gawin mong suklay sa buhok mo, kahit ilang beses ka pang maligo sa isang araw, kahit gano kadaming pabango ang ibabad mo sa katawan mo, kung hayop ka, hayop ka talaga.

Wala kang kasing sama. Grabe. Pag nakaharap ka sa mga taong pakiramdam mo na ka lebel mo, halos ipagmalaki mong isa kang propesyonal at sibil kang makipagusap at marunong kang makibagay sa lahat ng uri ng tao, pero pag talikod aba mas masahol ka pa sa kung sinong akala mong aso ang kinakausap mo. Kinunan mo pa siya ng litrato para lang ipang kolateral sa hinahabol mong pera. Pinagmuka mo siyang kriminal hinatulan mo na agad wala ka pa namang napapatunayan. At hindi ka pa nakuntento pati cellphone nya kinuha mo. Kala ko ba executive ka? kala ko ba professional ka? Kala ko ba binabayaran ka ng limang libo kada oras sa trabaho mo? Eh bakit wala ka manlang maipalit sa 3210 mong cellphone na pati battery sira pa? Pati casing manlang sana naisip mong palitan kahit yung tig bebente lang diba. Para ano pang sabihin mong may puso ka at lahat ng bagay ay mabibigyan mo ng pagkakataon.

Wala nakong masabi kasi nasayo na lahat eh. Tutal babalik naman sayo lahat ng ginagawa mo. Pati ako, pati ibang tao diba. Umiikot naman ang mundo.

Masama talaga pag madaming pera. Tsk. Tsk.

I have to live a simple life.

Please teach me how.

I'm beginning to get fucked up again. Damn.

Irregularity

I am weird. And I don't know why. Can you?

Can you take me higher?

Random Wednesday

You know you are a free girl when you have:

. the guts to spend your time with your man even weekdays, to tell that you have two jobs.

. spent two hours sitting on the bench of western union without being pissed. [this is new for me]

.walking through the streets of edsa even though you haven't slept.

.been very energetic.

...

Random Pics from my birthday.

Down at five.

Thanks for having the longest patience with regards to my immaturity.

Thanks for throwing tantrums when I'm irritated.

Thanks for making me smile when I snare at everybody.

Thanks for being my lover and being my friend.

Thanks for leaving me when I needed you most

Thanks for making me wait for hours. [you are the only person who did that]

Thanks for being loyal.

Thanks for understanding my crazy ass mood swings.

Thanks for everything.

I LOVE YOU HAPPY. Looking forward for more moments to share with you.