What's wrong with me?

Tomorrow's payday, and seems everyone in the office is exited except me.

I miss my mother but I can't find time to visit her in her house.

I have a reasonable compensation but I can't save money for these past few months.

I do the right things and decisions but sometimes I feel guilty about it.

I do not agree with some rules running around me but I can't say no.

I have enough four hours sleep but I am always sleeping when I go to work.

I am a hard drinker but nowadays I seem to get drunk easily.

My system is on error.

What's wrong with me?