How would I start this blog?

I've been missing blogging for these past few days..I guess I was busy running around things to take care of which I REGULARLY do.

This will be my first entry for this month. I missed blogging about my mother's birthday, The moment I had the chance to visit her in her house, Happy and I's weekend celebrations, Phase III happenings, blah blah blah, etc. etc.

I was deadly sick yesterday. First day of the working week. I never expected my former friend "asthma" would visit and stay with me since yesterday. It wasn't a nice hello at first. It was deadly slash hell slash hurting moment. When I was in high school, I know asthma will visit me when I start to have mucus and coughing out my lungs at the same time but now it's different. I woke up yesterday and made a deadly stretch out of my body muscles. It was hella good. I felt that I'm ready for the entire day. But I wasn't wrong. During lunch, I started to feel that my left back is aching. I ignored it and went back to my eating moment. And then I started to feel that my chest hurts every time I breathe. i really ignored all of the hurts that I felt because I thought it would be short and would just pass away. Damn but I'm wrong. Hundred percent wrong. The fucking back-chest-abdo-heart ache never went out. It stayed with me in the office, in the bathroom, everywhere I go, and when I breathe, the hurt grows bigger. When you think of it literally you'll just think of that I had a heartbreaking relationship or something hurt me emotionally. This time it's not like that. Every time I take oxygen in, My veins are crouching and won't let air pass through me. I can't cough cause my diaphragm's hurting too. My head is also drop dead aching. I started doing initiative and watch Chronicles of Narnia in my DVD. But the aching won't stop, and it started to give me the feeling that within any second my heart would stop beating. I decided to [escape from seeing my boss] go home and take whatever remedy is available. I had my trusty nebulizer inhaling a dose of Meptin. I never thought I was having asthma but I am. And it gave me a hard time shooing it away. He just gave me seventeen hours continuous of of pain and company. Please pray for me. I am not feeling well but I am in the office right now. And I want to go home, but I couldn't.

And I am starting to [heart] hate my boss' assistant.

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Mark


is not the typical "boy next door" kind of guy but he knows how to make "pacute". For me, he's a mixture of everything: a complete balance of good and bad, love and hatred. He can be funny sometimes, doing unbelievable things that you can't even imagine, and making decisions that leads to failure. He can be sweet, so sweet that you just wanna melt away. He can be hard-headed trying to be the toughest in terms of everything but he remains humble despite his high profile. He's very unpredictable that sometimes I don't know exactly what he is up to...

Every moment with him is priceless
because I never got tired of seeing him beside me...

He is a simple guy, you can catch him at home playing with his phone or watching TV. Many people might have a good impression on him, the same is true in my case that he proved me correct...Somehow I was able to realize that behind those bossy effect and being hard-headed this guy has his marshmallow side...

Fellas...meet MARK, the love of my life.