i told myself that i will be fixing my blog's in and exteriors once when i've completed everything that i have to take care of when i set foot in this island. It's winter here so maybe the very cold air that i breathe through my nose went to my veins up to my brain and caused a severe sickness called "special amnesia". mine is not a regular-forget-everything amnesia but a very very special one because i still remember things like my name, my family, my feelings and my responsibilities. i thought maybe this sickness occured when i got busy from work again and had controlled my life totally. i even have no time pampering myself. not even for a 1 dollar haircut. this night, when i was busy scorching things in my mind, i remember one thing that never left me through thick and thin which is - blogging. yeah blogging. i know i've neglected this blog way too many times and i don't have to enumerate each because it would take so much of my time and effort. i've started this blog officially last two years because of so many reasons and two of them was loneliness and the need of a companion to talk to. stupid eh? blogger doesn't talk, it doesn't give you advice on what to do whenever you feel hopeless and alone, and it doesn't tell you how much it feels for you when you share anything you have in mind. as for my side, i just feel right and i know i am somewhat connected to a world where i have all the right to say what i want and nothing or no one could ever ever stop me from what i wanted to do. so, i made a click. a click that will take me once again to the world where i was deeply indulged 2 years ago every now and then. i know updating is not necessary but i have to finish all of what i have started...

46 posts saved as draft.. 46 started posts yet unfinished. i owe this much because when there was the time that i felt like i needed to be heard, this never left me.

so once again lads, my blog was reborn and will be open and updated again maybe not 24/7 but atleast once or twice in a week.

i hope you guys liked what i have done to my page lay out though. happy blogging! :]