Jumping ahead

A new year for a fresh start. But this is overdue. I have lots of things to blog, I just lack the capacity of doing it for some reasons. Poor internet supply, time to budget, people to meet, and other things came out of plan.

I had a nice new year celebration.

Drowned myself with this.

and this.

This is the shiznit new year.

Having a full one week break means a lot to me this time. I had the chance to spend it with the people I love and I care with besides my family.






And of course, spoiling myself a little bit.

The whole week scenarios are unforgettable. It's not because of the endless drinking sessions, endless gambling, endless hangouts. It's because of the people I share my time with, the moments I've been missing since I went back to my reality, the laughter, the tears I shed, the comforting feeling and knowing that you mean a lot to other people whom you do not expect to.

This hit me big time.

He's super sweet, kind, he's a home buddy, he's super unique, and he's tall.

Yeah, but I will not rush things.

They say that what you do on New Year's Eve up to the present New Year's day is what you'll be doing for the rest of the year. Then I'll be doing my first New Year fantasy for the whole year.

Wishmaster, I wish it's true. You can grant my wish, I've been good, you know that. And you know I will be happy.

For mr. guitar man, I wish you all the comforts in life. We may live in separate ways now, but I'm still here to be your wall. I had forgiven you already. I promised you that last time we talked. Please do me a favor, take good care of yourself. I know you can. I have faith in you.

I love my life. Belated Happy New Year to you!

...

My everloving Sunday

"o bat ka napatawag?"
" wala."
"ano? wala kong blah.blah.blah.blah.blah.blah. tapos blah.blah.blah.blah.(supposedly I just said four words.) o sha sige blah.blah.blah."

Everybody, meet my mom.

She's my opposite. It's obvious. But she is one of the best things i have in this world. She's my hero. She's my superstar. And I love her so much. I know she loves me too. Despite of my killer sins and mistakes, she still have space in her heart to understand me somehow. My mom, never gets mad at me. Usually when we argue, expect something bad will happen. But no, it will pass out the same day. My mom never ever gets tired of telling me compliments on the way I handle myself. The way I dress, the way I talk, the way I act, everything. But hey, she's my mom and I know what she wants is what's best for me. Often times, when we talk, (personally/over the phone) it will not be finished unless we debate on something. Sometimes, she keeps on telling me things I have to do and paid some attention to. Some of it, I don't agree. Some of it, I will just say ok I will do it. This is a good day.

Sunday would be the family day for everyone. Especially for us, it's important. We used to go out and eat every sunday. Since my grandmom died 3 years ago,
we just pinned ourselves in each's bed and wait for the day to end. I went to my mom today.

She knows I collect pillows. She's not into it, so she really doesn't pay much attention. She even tells me that it will occupy your whole bed that there will be
no space for you to lie and rest. This day, really a shocker, she bought me one. Not just a simple pillow, but a rectangular nemo+dory designed pillow. It's very cute. It was not wrapped but I considered it as a very very special gift from my mom.

Nemo pillow landed on my lap.

And from the moment my hand felt it's softness, I fell in love.

Another thing that surprised me other than the pillow, she also bought me 3 packs of peanut butter wafer sticks. (thanks to monde.) she knows I love it so much every time I would see a store nearby I would ask for it. Before eating all of them, I drooled over. :)

Pairing with half a bottle of orange juice, (thanks to karla for the share) I felt that I don't have to eat anymore. As if that was true.

Looking at it's wrappers makes me drool again.

Exited to take the first bite of the crisp white wafer sticks filled with splatters of peanut butter.

I know it will unleash the monster inside of me.

The monster that can eat ten packs in one sitting.

The monster that will be calm after eating, without regrets that she went to her mom because she misses her.

The first bite.

Another.

Then another.

Until there was none left.

She didn't even bother talking to me for a while cause she knows I don't want to be disturbed.

After paying attention to my lovely wafersticks, she invited me to have our nails done. I usually clean my own, but for the fact that my mom had done so much for me this day, and I don't want any debate sessions to happen, I agreed. How cute our nails was. So cute that i only took two pictures of it and the rest with my cousins.





What a great weekend to spend your time with your family. Making out with your new pillow, getting your nails done with your mom the debator, taking pictures with your cousins, drooling over wafersticks, talk.talk.talk. (without any buts or what ifs.)Even touching each other's lives. And for sure this day, I can get a really really good night sleep.